song of the day

so..my laptop only works plugged in..i obviously unplugged it by mistake has to switch it on again. could not stand the silence in the room as it takes a while and turned on the radio….same song from last morning..torn is the song of the day. it wasn’t even on the same radio station.. so..yeah torn..just like me…

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around
And he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn’t be that man I adored
You don’t seem to know
Or seem to care
What your heart is for
I don’t know him anymore

There’s nothin’ where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothings right
I’m torn

I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now, I don’t care
I have no luck
I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things
That I can’t touch
I’m torn

There’s nothin’ he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothing’s right
I’m torn

My conversation has run dry

and I usually talk like a loooot. Haven’t slept in sooo many hours…last slept on Sunday and it’s Tuesday morning. Lied down, no chance. I made myself a big cup of tea and turned on the radio. Torn by Natalie Imbruglia was on, love that song, and I adore her look from back then.

I think my goal is that by my next b-day I’m gonna have a similar look, it would suite me.It’s not like I’m gonna become more feminine just because I’ll turn 24 So here’s the song :